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First day of class. Not so bad except for waking up too late. We're doing the intensive language class and the lit&culture one right now and both seem like they'll be interesting for me and interesting and tough work for the others. I get to go to this series of seminars in a few weeks (the European Academy) about the Treaty of Lisbon and ratifying (or not) the new EU constitution. Most of the other students are choosing to only go to a part of the series because they want to keep up with the regular german class, but since I'm really set as far as the language goes I get a few days off to go hear important people talk about international things. Yay!

 
The host family is really nice. Minority Report was on TV last night and I watched it with Anna (the sister) and we bonded over being startled and grossed out. But I went to bed early so I didn't see the end.
 
And I think my host dad's mother who lives in Stuttgart might be about to die. They don't really talk about it and all that they've actually told me is that she's sick and they're afraid of bad news. Jurgen keeps getting calls on his cell phone and I keep overhearing things about the hospital and maybe that Jurgen might fly down there. It's kind of awkward, because I feel like they're telling me as much as they want me to know but it isn't everything and then what do I do if something happens that throws the whole family into a crisis? And I don't even know how to console people in English- what do you say in German?! I guess I can talk to Jochen about it.
 
I walked around my little area of town this afternoon and found the great park for running (its a kind of greenway that runs all the way to the outskirts of berlin). One of the Duke guys lives near here and he says he goes running there and its 10km long. We'll see if I'm up for that.
 
The others watched the superbowl last night (it started at 2am) at some german person's house, but I didn't go cause I wanted to get some sleep the night before class started. Mom, I guess you were happy that the Giants won. I'm a little disappointed. I heard the game itself was mostly boring except for the very end.
 
It looks like there's a bird that lives in the tree right outside of the window of my bedroom- it's black and white, I wonder what kind that is.
 
Well, I have some homework to do. Finding german articles online, keeping a diary in german, etc. Even if it's easy it still has to be done.
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i'm absolutely exhausted. rachel's wedding yesterday was great in every way-- i'm so happy for her and thomas- everything looked great- they played the theme song from indiana jones at the end of the ceremony and i got to see all the old Harding people. 
Today was spent eating and breathing postmodernism and letting my eyesight deteriorate by light of a computer screen. 
and now i don't want to go to bed because its my last night in davidson :-( and i'd rather be sleep deprived than not take advantage of the last little bit of time here.  aerosmith's "don't wanna miss a thing" anyone? like there's anything to miss. everyone who's still here (with the exception of the internationals playing pool in the union earlier) is studying for the final exam tomorrow.  
i'm not looking forward to packing and unpacking and repacking within a 48 hour time frame. but the trek to texas approaches and if nothing else it'll be worth it to get a dose of the brandon sense of humor and to have a chance to read read read!!! mom already ordered atonement for me so now i don't even have to go out and buy it- I can start as soon as I get home in the morning.


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I'm officially done with three classes for this semester!  Now I just have to write that Gilmore Girls paper and I'm out of here! Not that I really want to leave for 8 months... but Germany's waiting for me!

A note on awkward: you'd think that having to write 4500 word paper would be bad enough-- but no. I finally finish writing and am headed down the stairs- the wide-open exposed to the world stairs- in the library, and who do I encounter but JK and SO. Double teamed. I smiled and hurried past them but not fast enough to escape hearing "that was awkward" ... "what?"... "mackenzie" float down from above me. It wouldn't have been that bad except that I heard K say that. We'll hope that that was the Final Encounter of the year and let sleeping drama lie. 



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So over Winter Break this LJ is getting a makeover-- gotta get it in shape for D to the eutschland.

And because I feel silly (yes, I still use that word even though I'm not in pre-school anymore)writing a list of the movies I want to see on a sticky note on my desk so I can remember to actually see them I'll put it here:
The Golden Compass
Atonement (after I read the book- maybe randy will let me borrow it ;-))
Juno
The Bucket List

Yeah there were more, but I forgot already.

D (I'm going to adopt the Gossip Girl/ Amanda way of referring to people and keeping it anonymous) is watching James Morrison videos on YouTube right behind me and I think I'm a fan.

Psst. Guess how long it's been since I've listened to a John Mayer song!!! 13 hours.

Current Location:
Davidson College
Current Mood:
bouncy bouncy
Current Music:
So Much Love- James Morrison
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SEVEN THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. spiders
2. sudden noises
3. boys
4. carrot peelers
5. bees
6. the thought of a diet coke drought
7. samuel l jackson

SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS IN YOUR ROOM
1. Matt Damon posters
2. Gilmore Girls DVDs
3. Sock Monkey Slippers
4. Calender
5. Toothbrush
6. Frizz-Ease Hair product
7. Books

SEVEN RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOU
1. My second toe is longer than my big toe
2. I've never been to Florida
3. I want to learn French
4. I wish I had the metabolism of an adolescent boy
5. I own a german Bible printed in the 19th century
6. I like brusselsprouts
7. I do my own laundry even though Davidson has a free laundry service

SEVEN THINGS YOU WISH TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Write a book
2. Go to Florida
3. Sail a sailboat
4. Visit Sweden
5. Live in Boston
6. Take on the Vermonster at Ben & Jerry's
7. Learn to play the piano (for real)

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN DO
1. Speak German
2. Be patient (or so I tell myeslf)
3. Navigate the London Underground, the Paris Metro and the Berlin S-Bahn
4. Be stalkward
5. Play Croquet
6. Drive a stick
7. Wiggle my ears

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T DO
1. Eat mayonaise
2. Stop Facebook stalking
3. Change a tire
4. Do the Soulja Boy dance
5. Avoid Facebook
6. Take life seriously
7. Remember where I parked my car

SEVEN THINGS ON SOMEONE THAT CATCH YOUR ATTENTION
1. Eyes
2. Hair
3. Hats
4. Beards
5. Scarves
6. "Kick me" signs
7. Missing limbs

SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY THE MOST
1. Definitely
2. Yeah
3. Of course
4. Basically
5. Actually
6. Sure
7. [insert other affirmative phrase here]

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES
1. Matt Damon
2. Zac Efron
3. Josh Hartnett
4. Marlon Brando
5. John Mayer
6. Jude Law
7. Stephen Curry
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Even if all his life a fool associates with a wise man, he will not understand the Truth, even as the spoon does not understand the flavour of the soup.
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You're distracting me with that beauty
Leaving me wanting more
Reminding me of my duty
To lock these eyes to yours

I've never known a love so true
I want to see all of you
When green meets red and red meets blue
I want to see all of you

Sunlight dances with the distance
In her squinty eyed shoes
And I'm chasing down horizon
In hopes of being danced with too

I've never known a love so true
I want to see all of you
When green meets red and red meets blue
I want to see all of you

Daylight sings all that morning air brings
And I'm lost
I'm lost inside you

And I've never known a love so true
And I want to see all of you, all of you, all of you
When green meets red and red meets blue
I want to see all of you, all of you, all of you

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"'The question I am puttin gto youis the question you need to put to yourself: Who are you?'
'The problem with the question is that you think it's multiple choice. You want me to choose from your little list of options.'
'Is that the problem? I'd say the real problem is that you're checking off more than one answer.'"
-The Ambler Warning, Robert Ludlum


When I forget to dot the i's
I'll be saving up those tiny points of punctuation
to keep for a moment
m) of pause,
u) of excitement!
l) of contemplation...
t) of question?
And when my nails are short and bitten
you'll know that I have written something
i) beautiful
p) for you
l) late into the night

When my pen runs dry
the tip scratching the paper and the bright ink fading
I'll know my favorite color is
e) purple
c) blue
h) green
o) grey

And when I look back on all these words
I'll know that I am
i) .
c) sometimes
e) never
s) always

all of the above
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There once was a beautiful tyrant
Whose innermost thoughts were quite violent
Her spirit was cold
It held darkness untold
All this, though she often played silent
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"Weeping may endure for a night but joy cometh in the morning."
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Yesterday I was so sad because I didn't join an eating house and it felt like everybody else had even though half the girls on my hall hadn't, all the ones who had had all these initiation activities to go to and had so much fun together that i was upset and scared that all the whole dynamic of my group of friends here would be changed. but then today i realized that the dynamic has changed but it's gotten better. i went to the basketball game with amanda and lindsey who are in rusk and then tonight i went to the international party with shivani and lindsey, so if anything i'm branching out and actually i feel like i have closer friends now. maybe its just being back from the break and having everything here be so the same. honestly i was worried to come back here after christmas. i had this irrational fear that everybody would have somehow changed. but they're still the same friendly people i got to know last semester and now since we all feel like we know each other we're having even more fun together. and we're going to charleston for spring break!!! i'm excited!
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You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know I wont give in
no I wont give in.

Keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away I wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side I will fight and defend i'll fight and defend.

Keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly
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"A Candymaker's Witness

A Candymaker in Indiana wanted to make a candy that would be a witness, so he made the Christmas Candy Cane. He incorporated several symbols for the birth, ministry, and death of Jesus Christ.

He began with a stick of pure white, hard candy. White to symbolize the Virgin Birth and the sinless nature of Jesus and hard to symbolize the Solid Rock, the foundation of the Church, and firmness of the promises of God.

The candymaker made the candy in the form of a "J" to represent the precious name of Jesus, who came to earth as our Savior. It could also represent the staff of the "Good Shepherd" with which He reaches down into the ditches of the world to lift out the fallen lambs who, like all sheep, have gone astray.

Thinking that the candy was somewhat plain, the candymaker stained it with red stripes. He used three small stripes to show the stripes of the scourging Jesus received by which we are healed. The large red stripe was for the blood shed by Christ on the cross so that we could have the promise of eternal life.

Unfortunately, the candy became known as a Candy Cane- a meaningless decoration seen as Christmas time. But the meaning is still there for those who "have eyes to see and ears to hear." I pray that this symbol will again be used to witness To The Wonder of Jesus and His Great Love that came down at Christmas and remains the ultimate force in the universe today."

this story was attached to the candy canes they were giving away at the ymca...
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thank you caroline! it was so much fun and so unexpected!! it really made my weekend, because i was getting sick of being around the house with my family. i love them, i really do, but now that i've been away we tend to clash a more often because i have a different way of doing things and I NEED SPACE!!!! slowly but surely i've been getting the things done that i've been meaning to do since i've been home i.e. laundry, letters to germans, etc. i really need to figure out what i'm doing this summer. any suggestions?
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i'm packing my stuff to home tomorrow for christmas break. a whole month off! a whole month at home! i haven't been home for more than three weeks since before i went to germany. i'm scared. wait... i won't even really be at my house the whole break anyway. ... so i guess this summer will be the first time i'll live at my house as more than a guest in two years! i donwanna. i like being out and on my own. wah.
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my new goal is to not set unrealistic goals
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one exam down, two to go.
om mohi mohi maha mohi soha on muni muni mara soha om maitreya hum
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I pulled an allnighter last night. 12 hours on a 12 page paper. 3 hours of sleep in two days.
I didn't even do that in high school.
We just saw the most amazing play in the blackbox theater. It was about this girl who makes this guy into her graduate thesis project. Frankensteinish.
Anyway, our hall looks great, not quite enough like Narnia yet but its getting there. We WILL win that decorating contest!
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I got all the classes I wanted for next semester! That means I have 4 classes Tuesdays and Thursdays and a five day weekend every week. Wednesday will be busy though, trying to get all that work done plus a chem lab. Didn't I tell myself I would never take another chemistry class?! oh well. i've got art and german and buddhism to balance out that science business.

i'm excited for thanksgiving and christmas. i'm trying to decide if i should volunteer to help build sets for the Royal Shakespeare Company over Christmas break. the work would start on the Jan 2, so it would cut my break short- kind of, except i'd be staying at home still. i dunno... it sounds like so much fun! who wouldn't want to be behind the scenes of the RSC residency?!!

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